Hit the Ground

I'm tired of living,
all these white and holy things
The light is too bright,
I assume it's too much for me
I can't take it anymore.
and I can't find You here

I might not remember,
when I saw You,
the Dark that blinded me
Again I assume,
it was when the sun went down,
and You stabbed me in my loneliness

I want to go to the depth of the earth,
I want to feel the inferno,
I don't care,
I want to be always with You

And today,
I will fall,
I will hit the ground,
to see You once again,
this time for forever